hello here are the announcements for today

it is 7.20 am i have jsut stayed up the whole night trying to get my mom to let me stay in her house.

as you can tell it was a success but now i have cca orientation to go to tomorrow later today from fucking 12 to 6 pm because strings decided they didnt need shifts like anyone else, and let’s have a 6 hour practise instead, fun fun!

if you wanted to know why i was out in the first place, i lied about cooking/eating instant porridge. my mom wasn’t very happy. to put it lightly. she wanted me to go walk to the police station and never evar come back into my condomin- whoops, her condominium that’s under her name etc etc.

my mom is psycho. i’m telling you, other kids are allowed to eat instant food and cook it without being skewered. it’s fucking normal.

okay in truth i’m rather pissed off because she insisted on taking my ipod and laptop and phone. also that no one else has to even cover up (seriously i washed and wiped the whole kitchen and she found out because i forgot to keep the spoon i washed) or lie about eating instant food. and she insisted i am crazy and deranged because i seemingly cannot stop myself even though i know she doesn’t like it.

eating food is practically the only thing i lie about to my mom. this really does not make a lot of sense because i know other kids like ______ were going to lie about going to bali and say they were going for a school thing.

if i did that my mom would throw a fit and die.

anyway in the first place my phone was already out of commission because they got a new sim card for me, and starhub already disabled my old simcard, so no connection whatsoever. they now refuse to give me the sim card (of course). and we were supposed to go and (finally) choose a new model phone for me tomorrow, but isn’t it ever so sadistic if i get one and, hooray, it’s immediately confiscated?

… figures.

but no ipod really saddens me because i simply cannot stand that awful silence in the bus when i’m traveling (whenever i go anywhere it takes me like 2 hours to go and come back) and i am really very addicted to The Rocket Summer.

and no laptop also saddens me.

the thing that really saddens me is that i’m sorry keshia and charisse my parents don’t allow me to go to bali anymore))): (look a triple chinned smiley) they think i was influenced by baoyi and friends because i bought the instant porridge while i was out with them.

we jsut happened to pass by the stand with the sachets in it. i took one. i had a craving.

it’s really very stupid because i am definitely not influenced by other people. i would have eaten the damn instant porridge even if i had not gone to bao’s barbecue party etc etc. i was a really sad kid before i started going out and my own with my friends.

a really sad kid. seriously. i hung around my mom all day. i’m not saying that the bit about me demolishing food like carrot sticks and celery was sad because hey, i had nice skin until i started eating fries and things.

but now i don’t think i am a sad kid because i like eating those things, and not eating what i want to eat is really dumb because i’m not fat at all and i know it (more than what i can say for some people), and not eating instant porridge is really sad because it’s very nice. it pained me to see the “monosodium glutamate” in the ingredient list. but i don’t care.

ugh my mom is strange.

i guess you guys can sms me but it would be better to not to. and to kester and tim: i’m really sorry but as is appropriate (sigh) i am now grounded etc etc so i can’t go for anything anymore. maybe you could sms me and ask because my mom would defn read it. maybe then her heart of ice would melt and she would let me go somewhere.

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~ by sydney on December 28, 2007.