nachos, EXTRA CHEESE.

it takes a certain type of man to write lyrics that say

tried to write a letter, in ink
it’s been getting better, i think
i tried to fill this new frame
but it’s empty
empty/click five

and then it takes another sort of man

to blast a song that he wrote and sang himself, and sing along to lyrics which go:

when i see you
my clouded sky turns blue
when i see you
i want to sing this tune
___ _____ ____ / ______ ___ ___ ________

:D

i bought my much coveted adidas shoes, and also a new school backpack, but now i owe my mom $170):

i love them though. very very much. cannot wait to wear them to XYZ places.

also the num guys are really hot/cute. seriously. keshia, charisse and i went back to that shop 3 times (partially) to check the sales assistants out. according to keshia they are short. i don’t care.

but in tim’s words i am “unofficially official” with ______ and i am already feeling the stress. i don’t think monogamy (or what the term is for non-single dating and not marriage) suits me very well, damn it. sometimes i think i’m quite the slut. must stop being so girly and bimbo.

my resolutions for 2008 are to
1. stop biting my nails
2. stop myself from eating when i’m not hungry
3. be more intellectual
4. control my spending/actually save some cash
5. there should be some more but i can’t remember them):

i ate 4 spicy sausages wrapped in bacon today. my mom told me they were “pigs in skin” to deter me from eating them but i ate 4 out of the 6 she bought anyway >< the leftover noodles that made up the rest of my very late dinner at 11:46 were all right, but not very particularly nice.

i think i’ll have huge problems mainting resolution number 2.

also i will be paying back the $170 i owe my mom past my birthday, so i’m going to be shameless and ask for money.

i realised i’ve been talking to tim (leong) a lot recently. the biggest size for my chat logs excluding tim’s is 226 kb. the size of tim’s chatlog: 1,081 kb. like, holy shit man. talk about unexpected.

a snippet of this chatlog:
(9:29 PM) how tall did we: its really weird
(9:29 PM) how tall did we: i realised recently
(9:29 PM) how tall did we: that i like ______’s personality but not his looks
(9:30 PM) how tall did we: and i like _____ for his looks
(9:30 PM) how tall did we: but i dont know him enough to judge anything else
(9:30 PM) - tim -               : haha ooohkay
(9:30 PM) - tim -               : so the solution is
(9:30 PM) - tim -               : GENE SPLICING
(9:30 PM) - tim -               : no erm. thats not it

much amusement and gossip follows, plus a generous amount of girly shit from me (NO IT WAS FROM TIM. ALL LIES)

(10:10 PM) how tall did we: you just made me feel like crying
(10:10 PM) - tim -               : what?
(10:10 PM) - tim -               : im sorry!
(10:10 PM) how tall did we: nah
(10:10 PM) how tall did we: its jsut so depressing
(10:10 PM) - tim -               : what is? the no perfect guy?
(10:10 PM) - tim -               : its just that singapore is very small
(10:11 PM) - tim -               : and that perfect guy for you may be a million miles away
(10:11 PM) - tim -               : so its not impossible, just highly unlikely you’ll get that dream man
(10:11 PM) how tall did we: HAHAHA.
(10:11 PM) - tim -               : i mean, kyle is far far away

anyway, that’s about it for now. my mom’s mad at my sister so i’d better go.

/edit JONO, REMEMBER TO REPORT ON YOUR MISSION. ASAP. THANKS(:

also i wrote/recorded a song, but cant upload the file/lyrics now, another time maybe.

~ by sydney on January 6, 2008.

21 Responses to “nachos, EXTRA CHEESE.”

  1. Eh you delete my logs until I’m stuck with 7.5mb of YOUR logs, plus 1.5mb that isn’t filled up yet. Stupid barbie display picture bimbotic furry sheep liarface ugh ugh ugh.

    Cooties just by talking to you.

  2. lols @ the lyrics thing (shall not name names :P)

    the unofficially official thing > i think ______ thinks its officially unofficial? difference, but i dunno.

    anyway GENE SPLICING

  3. @ sam: you know you’re just jealous.

    for your information:
    december 2007
    samuel’s chatlog: 1,525 kb
    kester’s chatlog: 1,612 kb
    (hahaha whoops)

    november 2007
    samuel’s chatlog: 142 kb
    tim’s chatlog: 334 kb
    (oh darn)

    your october one is really pathetic so i shan’t mention it.
    but srsly, msn asks me to delete chatlogs a lot because they’re taking up too much memory or something.

    and aha, you know you’re a jun hao. at least furry sheep are cute.

    go chase that jonathan boy, i know he wants you baaaaaad.

    @tim: is there a difference? i can’t tell. every time i think there is the two of them come back and whack me in the face.

    YES WHY DON’T YOU GO FIGURE OUT THAT GENE SPLICING EH EH EH ?!

  4. NO NO NO YOU LIE I’ll take screenshots and shove it in your face.
    Jonny is all mine; he’s just in denial.

  5. eh syd, num sales guys are gay :(

  6. @sam: ahahaha you wish.

    @phina: NO. YOU’RE KIDDING ME >:

    how do you know!?!

  7. uh yes ma’am! haha sorry i’ve been at concerts the whole weekend so i haven’t gone online. hrm. will try during the week. it’ll probably be better in person!

  8. y’know, none of your ‘resolutions for 2008′ are actually practical (for you at least). trust me, my mom’s been trying to get me to do #1 for years, and i still have short nails (what nails?)

  9. IT TAKES A REAL MAN

  10. @jono: go go go!! and anyway i dont actually like him i just think he’s hot. only now i have to find out whether i should be embarassed or just plain shameless.

    @alisa: ): I AM CRAFTY. I HAVE WAYS AND SKILLZ.

    @kester: so they say, so they say.

    and real men were (fishnet) tights, y/n!?

  11. I think you meant “wear”, snoeflake.

  12. Sorry lah can’t even make typos on my own blog anymore.

    You had to change blog just because (:D).

    Loser.

  13. nonsense, it wasnt tight at all.

    those are things of the past.

    drama things.

    drama things of the past.

  14. @kester: suuuure. ahahaha your baby pictures are so bloody cute. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE A CHILD MODEL. or something.

    and by the way i heard your FACE IS ON THE YEARBOOK. celebrity! omg i is want your autograph totally.

    (by the way maybe you should bake cookies for _____, some girlfriend of mine did that for a guy she had a crush on and IT WORKED :D maybe it’s like reversible)

  15. oh and @jono: i really do think _____ doesn’t know a lot. i mean, i don’t even sort of like him. somehow all of you have got that into your head but IT IS NOT.

    i just think he’s hot. like how, uh, spencer from are you smarter than a 5th grader? is cute, but i don’t like LIKE him.

  16. hahah okay i understand.

    yeah also i heard about the yearbook too haha. i want to see.

  17. my friend says so. they only hire gays to do the job -.- LOL =\

  18. @jono: i saw the yearbook! KESTER COMBED HIS HAIR.

    O_O!

  19. poo you.not know who i am! and think i am a secone!tsktsk.i saw you from the pavillion from farfaraway and you only know who i am when you are right in front of me.go check your eyes. hmph.

  20. and the first question of the application goes like,
    “what kinda guys do you like…?”

    like errrr….. for a guy, right? hmm.

  21. !! must start pestering my acjc friends to show it to me. hot damn.

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